i bought my copy na ng x-ray magazine calendar edition.  enjoy! winner ang mga poses ni dion at mike tan.  i was a little disappointed lang kay jc quadrado kasi there's really not much to see. i mean, i've seen him so many times without a shirt, so di na ako masyado natuwa sa kanya.  coco martin looked very yummy. so did kevin santos (of starstruck fame din).  

on a different note naman. medyo na-depress ako kanina. i was reading some old post dun sa isang yahoo group na member ako.  i read two stories about finding love in this very competitive and cut-throat world we gays live in.  parang ang dali-daling makahanap ng partner ng mga characters doon sa stories when in reality, hindi madali.  i've been hoping for the longest time to find someone na pwede kong mahingahan ng mga problema ko. someone who will lift up my spirit when things don't go the way they should. someone who would whisper sweet nothings when you're alone together.  alam ko naman marami akong pwedeng i-share pero eto pa rin ako, single pa rin.  marami akong kaibigan pero siyempre i want somebody special rin.  hay...kailan kaya ako magkakaroon ng special someone?  am i destined to be alone?  hanggang kailan ako maghihintay?

gutom na ako. sige dinner na muna ako.